{ the mysteries of life;.

i miss having a boifren by myside.
text me everyday.
call me without fails.
morning call and goodnites call.
sweet messages.
i love you,you love me.(haha).
shopping.
breakfast+lunch+dinner.
surprises.
conversations watching the skies.
hugs and kisses.
and been loved.

Urgh, now i sound so desp. but im not ready for any relationship yet currently looking some dates and flings.haha..

*i missed someone right now.
i miss you lah.please dont makes me mad anymore.

Labels: saddist.

5/18/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 8:47 AM

i want to go pump room again!
can i say, i very hungry....

Labels: HUNGRY

5/13/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 11:33 PM

not going to town today.ive changed my mind for a crumpler bag.thinking of buying a fossil watch and my mum say she can buy during my birthday and its takes damn blardy long to wait for next week. urgh!

and now there's no mr nice in my life anymore. he being complaining that i was fooling his heart and try played hard to catch and wtf!i nvr ask him to wait and for damn sure i will not ask someone to wait for me.i was so busy with my life and after breakups dont expect me to take u in my life after my break ups. i dont want to be tied down anymore and commited myself to my bf's.im tired doing that and sicked of all this. i tod u say u matured enough but as for me u are not. if u do matured why u deleted all my comments and testi in your account and mine. whatever lah! im tired and now i noe who the hell are you.

to the past: please lah stop giving me a headache.im tired and getting sick of ur sight.
do whatever you want and you dont have to tell me. i believe in karma and retribution. and stop ur crocodile tears..i want to rest.damn peaceful rest!

Labels: fcuk..

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 1:53 PM

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
to all mum's..

happy mother's day IBU.
heart you so much
thanks so much..

the fri trip:
im having so much fun on friday night.
went to town met sham and then the rest.
headed to bugis then to arab street meeting liyana.
after that we chill at the ESPLANADE..
we did bonding session and thou chill around
im having so much fun and yeah ("sleepy head")..

"oi pal, u not a junkie okey..hahha..hows the quarantine ban from drinking and clubing?
pain right?"

Labels: happy..happy

5/11/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 1:26 AM

sometimes it is not advisable to suppress your feelings by voicing it out may not may not do much good either. so how?
i think the best way is?
i really dont know how.

my skin breakout maybe due too much stresses and under depresstion. argh! i hate pimples on my face so irritating can and i have combination skin. it is so sucks...if you know who are you stop giving me a pain on my arse can. please! i beg you..

sometimes, in times when youre down, food may the best "mood-changer"..and so i want double choc ice-cream, double choc famous amos and more junk food can..

Labels: break-ups is never easy.

5/06/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 9:03 PM

and so,yesterday i met mr nice (i bet some of you know). we chill around my neighbourhood playground. he getting darker and (sleng)..he brought along his guitar and he played some song that i request. *wnna grow old with you.okey, im having a great time since im quite disapointed with the outing before yest..

its revolting and its sick
when you please everyone else
only to end up hurting yourself.

i bite my lips and my mind keep wondering
i bottle up more than i know.
i hope i can say more than show you more.
and how i can explained everything without leaving hatred between us.

i hate being this way and keep avoiding all your contact.
but what can i do?
forsake of my hectic life.
all i hope i can forget everythings
and live with happiness.
but how long does it takes to recover?

stuck in the middle,
when you just want to get thru the wire.

Labels: happiness can?

5/05/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 12:20 AM

my life was totally quite hectic and now i realised i am so tired be this way. i dont sleep well, eat well and dont know what life im leading for.all i could do is to forget who i am and put the rest behind me..all i wanted to be happy but the happiness i lead only for worth while...

today i was totally disapointed and the day was so sucked.and i will think twice before joining them. the plan we planned all waste down to the drain and we dont get to catch any movie. end up we go makan then lepak for awhile and they go club.and i? go home alone with sadness inside me. but it teach me a lesson and im glad u remind me.

can i sleep?

5/04/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 1:35 AM

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO LIYANA.
hey babes, i wish you happy bithday and cheer up okey. ilu. and to NURHIDAYAH, congratulations for giving birth to a baby girl. alhamdulilah and sorry i can send you to the hospital and be there when u need my helps. when u call me im having my class and i dont think i can leave like that.but please remind yourself i still be there when u need my helps and i can babysit ur daughter's.i will visit u soon tmrw or weekend kaay. and i hope u be a mum your life would be much more happier with your love ones.

i loves my life right now althought i felt lonely sometimes or jealous seeing other couples holding hand and acompany whenever you go and there's someone who would be stand by yourside shwing care and concern.but i know im not ready to build another relationship but hopefully soon i'll met the right one and older than me..

i really loves my classmates and i wont get bored surrounding with them esp with fairuz and taufiq.and including mr long face. *smile. he's weird but very interesting.and not least my beautiful gf liyana,fazreen,rafidah and hafizah..

can i sleep now.?zzzz...