5/06/2007
{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now
9:03 PM
and so,yesterday i met mr nice (i bet some of you know). we chill around my neighbourhood playground. he getting darker and (sleng)..he brought along his guitar and he played some song that i request. *wnna grow old with you.okey, im having a great time since im quite disapointed with the outing before yest..
its revolting and its sick
when you please everyone else
only to end up hurting yourself.
i bite my lips and my mind keep wondering
i bottle up more than i know.
i hope i can say more than show you more.
and how i can explained everything without leaving hatred between us.
i hate being this way and keep avoiding all your contact.
but what can i do?
forsake of my hectic life.
all i hope i can forget everythings
and live with happiness.
but how long does it takes to recover?
stuck in the middle,
when you just want to get thru the wire.
Labels: happiness can?