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7/31/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 7:38 PM

everything not alright! i'm going to hiatus my tagboard for a quite time being.

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 4:57 PM

a bright sunny day, but not for me.

recently my mood,on and off thanks to someone who makes me this way. Today, im not myself as usual. and yes, you really makes me damned farking pissed. you, happy now?and stop giving me a not so nice messages and the calls.i just want to be alone. oh god's, please spare me some of patient, happiness, senses and bless me.

having a KFC, makan sessions with classmates and teacher.my stomach just cant accept the food that enter thru my mouth and i vomit everything out.lose my appetites and i feels so restless and lifeless.

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 4:57 PM

(1) If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay! (2) Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. (3) Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle! (4) If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. (5) Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant.Why would he treat you any differently? (6) Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, SPEAK UP! (7) Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behaviors. Change comes from within. (8) Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more, nothing less. (9) Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. (10) A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. (11) You should not be the one doing ALL the bending. Compromise is two way street. (12) You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. (13) You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. Look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. (14) Dating should be fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him, he takes it for granted. (15) Never move into his mother's house. Never cosign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

7/30/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 1:17 AM

the on and off weather, so was my day.

went to causeway today, didn't do much of shopping. buy ijal a birthday present and bought someone a gift as in return for buying me a god damned expensive stalk of rose. after dinner, met ijal at civic and its like been a week, we didnt met each other and we have a on/off conversation. but we settled everything out. and, i really missed going out shopping and having my tropical passion tea with a brownie or cheesecake. i want you to know i missed coffee bean so much.

tomorrow a long day in school and how i hate it so much.

Labels: rain, rain go away. come again another day.

7/29/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 4:04 PM

The boring sunshine and rain, well so was my day.

my sat was great . i'm quite moody yesterday but someone really know how to cheer me up. thou, we have alot of walking session and it didnt affect the whole day.
went to marina square watching alone and damned i was like falling in love with his smell.i received a stalk of lavender rose and then we headed down to boat quay. watching the night gloom and beautiful light, firework really soothes my mind. we chatted a lot and unlike when we are together with friends we didn't talked much.but yesterday, was so much diff as if we know each other for a quite long time. and i cant elaborate more.

and so long good afternoon and world have a nice day everybody.

7/25/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 8:17 PM

today when i woke up, i woke up at the wrong side of the bed. not that its bad - but when i woke up i had this pressure in my stomach which caused me the desire to vomit. i was very weak on my way to the toilet and every food that caught my eye only added to the pressure of vomiting. i rub axe oil on my tummy, usually i would feel so much better but i felt weak and i got uneasy. , i tried to vomit but i couldnt. still i havent had my breakfast prob. a cup of chamomile tea in the morning. thats all -- and after i drank the tea. i just poke my finger thru my throat and i vomited everything out. it feel better for a while then, my body started to ache. still i made my way to school and before that i ate some leftover stomach flu/gastric pills and in the bus i felt much better.

having a slack damn day in school and my contact lens really irritated my eyes. and i will keep checking my eyes afraid somebody would notice my eye wax before me. after school, go makan indian rojak and the paste was so fanstantic. and again i'm having a sore eyes again. wtf!

The chilly weather, the unstoppable rain - Im beginning to enjoy every single moment of the atmosphere.

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 6:16 PM

can you just leave me alone?!

7/22/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 6:49 PM

Today, was a f***ing day. i dont wished to do anything.i'm just lazying around and im not in a good mood. i am so suck!i felt sucha a loser. urgh, i don't know what to say. i think...i miss someone!

muahahahaha....

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 1:03 AM

Did i say i'm tired?

seriously, my body aching all over but i cant managed to doze off. seriously, i need a painkiller to clear the pain away.

i've never feels so happy for quite sometimes until i met someone. you know i started to smile again and 'dia' brighter up my day. afraid this is just a worth while feelings.
something hold me back and i'm doubt of this feelings especially you.
But what for giving a call in miles away from this city. *aduh!,aku pening!*.

Labels: recently listened to dambaan cinta. suck siak...

7/21/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 8:31 PM

Random.

Having fun at sentosa thou its raining. and now i am tired.beat out.
ps:its raining, so no tanning and i forgot some stuff. bye!

7/19/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 7:47 PM

his whole feeling that im having, sucks.
it has taken control of my whole life.
and it affects me badly.
so bad that i dont know what else to do.
i need solace.
i can't face this cruel world anymore.

so im leaving everything behind.
including, this blog.

Fauziah

whats the most valuable thing to a women?

her pride and dignity.

7/03/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 6:24 PM

school reopen next week.