hello moon and stars...can you accompany me thru the night?
i'm in a confused state and literally i dont know how to settled it. exam is just around the corner and there's some assignments i need to be done before exam and that's it school holiday. apart of that some personal problems yet to be done. i dont understand why i should face all this when i need some personal space and lacked behind. sometimes, i feels that im so useless and life is full of crap.how i wished i can just vanished and taa dah!!!disappear and i don't have to settled my own problems.
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!did i make a wrong move?to settle down with you? i tod you would giving me happiness and cheer me up when i'm down. i dont see you when you just around. i dont feel secured, comfortable and as a friend to talked to.i dont know who should i turn to? i dont get it. what's wrong with us?what's wrong with me.am i too stressed and i dont feels your presence?i hate it so much when i feels this way. i just need somebody.someone always there for me not as in beside me always.i just need comforting,supporting and motivation to keep me moving. you lead and i followed.when i lead i aspects someone behind me giving me confidence to walk through. what should i do?where's the feelings that i felt you can brighten up my day at the first time?
and to someone thought i chose him and the way he treat me not like good as yours in the past, I'm sorry i can't leave him. i dont mind if he cant show me happiness.i dont belong to anyone, you or him but i belong to myself and i believed i can makes myself happy without any help with anyone else.if you want to see me happy just prayed for my happiness and health. problems can makes someone to become wise.
should i make a new move again and left everything behind me?i want to cry and i want to let everything out to let veryone know BUT i just can't.i need a hug and i need a comfort and i need everything to satisfying me just to makes me feel better but its not my time yet. nevertheless i'm still keeping going on stronger and stronger. and even wisely and love stills lingers around.anyone bother to spare some hug and a shoulder to cry on?and to makes me happy?
Labels: I've stretched myself beyond my means, The consequences that I've rendered
