{ the mysteries of life;.

9/05/2007

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 11:31 PM

hello, beautiful night. how i wonder i can have you everynight?..

i'm think i in my own world.i do my own stuff alone and i settled everything by myself and i feels like ppl dont need me anymore. i feels like in the past. by my ownself again. damned it, i hate this feelings and its hurt when being this way. i just wanted to run from all this problems, all i just wanted to free of all this and all i wanted is to be happy again. HAPPINESS...

school was ok but boring and went home all alone but i feels peace in the bedok library. its like my first time going out all alone in far away from my home.this is the first time, i feels like this is strength and courage going all by myself when companion.

meeting izzat is like last minutes meeting up. and i know i know, i always "bubble" you but you have to understand lah if i bubbles means that im tired and oink oink all the way till morning. thanks for the night and sharing me all your stories and ur thought's. i feels abit comfort and happy. i got a secret, "i missed your smells"..hah haha...eh, i really missed those days,those when im brokedown and you accompany me and cheering me up and listened to all my rubbish. to esplanade and taking bus together and i slept on your shoulder without realising it. and i know, i ni tido buruk kan mcm oink2 kan and ape lagi eh, i ni giler kan.

can i run from all this?