i thought i was leading in a happy life. i thought i could be happy. i thought i laugh out loud and cry in happiness. but all the thought it just hallucination, illusion. i was wrong with my thoughts!
Damn it!!!
Why must you ruined everything. why must you still around me. why must i felt guilts on us. why still lingers around me. why you there, everywhere and how am i going to forget you. how am i to makes you hates me so much. i feel so weak very weak. i need someone to forget you. why must the past still haunting me. urgh! STOP ALL THIS!
to someone who part of life:
i really hope you could understand. i really want you to makes me forget everything and cheer me up and as if i only got you in part of my life. im trying my best to forgets all this. this pain gains me stronger everyday without failed.