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♥ expectant .
i rock oh so much


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Fauziah bahar

20 but still 17.
A proud Muslim and Singaporean.A strong believer in karma .
Stubborn & sensitiveand sometimes can be GILA ,depends on the situation. Fussy, where food & accessories are concern.Hot-Tempered but approachable. fetish :
skaters,goaty,cute guys.
so anyone?

i LOVE "surprises"
miss_litedae@hotmail.com
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♥ whispery .
shout and live for once





♥ past .
instant time travel

January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008

♥ adieu .
set them free

unknown
Feazah
Liana
fazilah
rafidah
dzul
laney
jason
ida/alep
Nadirah
Noraa
Noi
izza
*malik
my.cupcakes
seri
D'la
iQQah
diyanah

♥ wisHliSt
i wish upon a star:

Unconditional desires.
Get married.
diamond ring.
sony mp3.
get a job.
4-leaf clover.
study abroad.
liposuction.
shooting star.
earn 1000k a week.
more parfum.
more clothes.



9/05/2007
{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 1:40 AM

My life. My relationship.. and everything I believed around me started breaking away..
& especially the person i love the most in the past, Ijal.

I woke up earlier today, and i had enough of sleep. A wonderful sleep.
As the emptiness absorbs me, he is gone. My body felt a rush of intense heavy and heartache. I never ever felt so out of love before..

He said : You look happy..
She said : It is just a photo..

True, I smile.. then click the button on the camera. When it kills me to smile and i ask myself how long do I have to keep up.. being happy. When right at the end of the day. Im dying/crumbling/suffocating inside.

My own disaster/mistake killed half a part of me.. and I wonder will I ever get it back the old fauziah
Full of love. Happy. Attached.
It was all my fault, and its my weakness, my negligence that has led me into this big drama and then a misery of which I created. Hence, my own fault or his fault actually?

What is scary is I dont even recognise myself anymore.. But that's was the past and now ive move on and "i hope you would giving me love more than him."