
damned!
i sometimes don't really understand my ownself. i don't know what am i thinking or doing. it's f*cking frustrated when you know u sucha useless person.i don't know why i have this feeling sympathetic towards people especially someone who's hurt me still i give in everytime and i put all the past behind me. but This kind of people doesn't appreciate me and they somehow purposely or un-purposely hurt me. sometimes i felt that its not so fair and bad but still i cant see them in that kind of state asking for forgiveness. urgh!
school holiday started and i started to feel so farking bored here.oh, how i wished i wud be back to school again with a tremendous friends. i really miss the 3 guys. really but i don't know where each person doing right now. they all so busy. com'on dont leave me behind guys.
looking forward for new school shoes. how i wished everyday i get an allowance from my parents thou it school hols too. i need a job...