sometimes,i felt i need ijal here.sometimes, i felt i need him more than anyone. i felt he understands me more than anyone.he the only guys that i met who really being patient with me.sometimes,i felt shit all the time.i don't know why i feel this way. what's got into me now.i had someone.why, i can't just adapt with this person?why i had this negative thought and paranoid feelings.why, i can't just be cool.urgh! i feel blardy pissed.but i really2 need hafeez too.i can't have 2 at all times.and its not fair. i shud move on like right now. please look forward fauziah. please...