{ the mysteries of life;.

2/23/2008

{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now 3:27 PM

heylo,

i hardly get myself free from anything. i am so busy with my school stuff.life full of hectic but i met new great peoples around.i don't have time for myself RNR only during the night and early in the morning ive to woke up early. im sicked and tired of this routine and the problems i had to faced and trying to put the problems aside.i know i get involved so many activities just to get myself free of thinking the problems i had to settle.but i've already prepared for the worse.let it be.every problems there's always a solution.

i want to set my mind and soul strong, set my priorities right.i want my life path to be smooth and straight without any difficulties.sometimes, i finally let go of everything.i dont know wht was holding me back anymore.i dont know what it is about.bt sometimes i break down and cry over anything i cud possibly think of.anything makes me sad or sensitive soul.i dnt know if im being stupid or naive. thou ppl think i was a bubbly and happy type of person i do have weakness in myself.bt my head is overloaded with shit between my daily life, schools,past and the present.

if can i dont want to think about aything and i know i always avoid when comes to settle things.sometime i wish i could share with someone that really understand my situation and help me out of this shit.urgh!

thailand trip only next month i do hope, the problems would go away without leaving any disapointed, hatred, sadness or whatsoever that hurts.