3/17/2008
{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now
8:48 AM
Morning,
i had so much rest after camp yesterday. i really enjoyed the 3days/2night camp,but, sadly i cant attend the first day of camp due to investiture meeting and 40th annual dinner @meritus mandarin and and and i paitau the annual dinner. hahaha.
camp, was so much fun. im not regretting coming down there early in the morning with the ex's. the group really welcoming me thou i come for the 2 day camp. high element, zig zag, multi captain ball, mud walk and camp fire night was totally blast fucking fun i tell you. this is the ever best camp i had in my life with energetic might ducks and the cute int,trevis. i had so much fun with them thou he's ard looking at me and i don't really cares he's ard me.life have to go on.
i am so lucky indeed after the break-ups. cos my everyday life always have something for me to do. and i don't even have so much rest. i had investiture's and the thailand's trip coming on the 20th and 22th.i spent jolly well with march/april sch hols. i really keep myself occupied,thou its really tired but worth for myself. thank god for everything.
let me tell you this, im tired with everything i had in my past life and now all i have to do is put something meaningful and benefit for myself and life. i don't need anyone to share with my present life right now and i'm glad i had a wonderful family and friends around me. i guess, im mature enough to think for myself. all this while i've been thinking and doing for all myself without asking somebody help that means i'm adult. yipee....
3/10/2008
{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now
9:30 PM
Everyday it's getting worse not better,
Maybe we should sit and finally talk.
Cuz where were at it's hard to measure,
When I'm standin in front of a wall, yeah
You wanna know why I look sad and lonely.
You wanna know why I can barely talk, well
It's not your fault so let me say I'm sorry,
For makin you the reason for my fall.
I wish that I could be like I was before.
I was ridin high but now I'm feelin so low.
I wish that you could make my world feel better,
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish
You always hurt the people closest to ya,
Guess I blamed you for everything wrong.
And I don't know why it's so hard to tell ya,
I guess that's why I'm writing you this song! yeah
3/08/2008
{ The smell of your skin lingers on me now
4:52 PM
heylo goodafternoon,
i really don't know where to start. hmmm..
okey, im doing good and been busy with as usual school stuff and meetings. exam is just next week and i really dont't know if i really ready to sat for the paper. i've been studied so hard so far and revised the last paper rev. and i do hope i pass this paper.
ROOSTER.
SCHOOL
-Study week
-EXAM
Thailand Trip
-Meeting
-Meeting
-Teambuilding
-visit disabled adult (community service)
-Playing with Cement.
Flight off 22 march.8 am...till 5th april.
Investiture Sc
-Meeting
-Meeting
-Rehearsal
-Voting for president
-Rehearsal till 20th March.
-Blaze I & Blaze II Camp
-Exco's Chalet
Bridge Leader
Camp on 14th to 16th @ jln batera.
Nite Cyling
-Meeting.
I dont know what im going do for my life.
im tired with everything i had.
waiting for the right time to say it out.
like what i said.
"i prepared for the worse to come".
